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Fucked up... And for what... You can never really know though it is a tragedy for sure.

Thanks, when I'm home again I'll mess with it for a bit again. Also need to fix my interface again so I can at least use my beyerdynamics, anyting music related is pretty much shit now.

Man that sucks, my dad also passed and it can be real hard to live through something like that. Good luck man.

Ben Kohonays wrote: ↑

Fri Aug 13, 2021 7:57 pm

tsaro wrote: ↑

Fri Aug 13, 2021 10:06 am

That's fucking awesome. Best thing I've heard in a while.

I dot not like it onr bit at the same time;) Getting a bit better though, small steps...

youtu.be/1xcjOmjN6dI


Rework of an older track (1998 or so), rough edges but hey what can you do.

youtu.be/ntbNRUycbD4

This ones really sweet, some other tracks in my current playlist as well, not at home though atm.

It's the modulation that gets you every time, but what do I know

Man...still all over the place. And I think I'll never reallyget over it, but just getting by... That's wehre I should try and use the meditative techniques really... And not to 'micromanage' So a definite improvement, really I love you guys and gals fo rgently kickng me in that direction :E

Thanks for the support man, I think its also that I can put it into words nicely(as far as I can determine that from here that is), butin the end its always about calming the oscillations after hard truths smack you in theface maybe... Maybe I also need to accept that and just shut up by then and no...

Thanks, and sorry again for swinging at you when you were just posting your perspective from your personal experience before, made me feel pretty bad afterward tbh (normally I don't really since most of the time people create at least some friction on which I can dump the problem and shift the blame...

(edit, not sure if anyone here still wants to read thic crap, but this is more of an explanation from a calmer place on the way to recovery, at least I hope....) Alright, calmed down again now, all the things and goings on that triggered my state were also a part of my mental issues of course, but t...

Getting back to a calm state, got sent this little link and it looks like fun, open to all comers, and calmed me down for a bit somehow: https://www.facebook.com/serdin.bc/

Well I guess I'll stay offline for a bit need some time to cool down with something real, in this state I'll just keep tearing through everything that moves not sure if that is advisable like that.... At least that last post is just my subjective opinion, doesn't make it any better though that's at ...

Alright, cool. Tbh I thought you were some star chaser as your outputI've heard, didn't hear much and it was solid, but if we're being brutally honrest here anyway seems like cookie cutter paint by numbers formfactor aping to me. Whenre is the art, where do you jump out and freakl the fuck out with ...

https://soundcloud.com/arib3000/jungal2006 I"ll throw this in here, 15 yr old track that represents somewhat like what I am/was trying to escape, when I made it life was too intense, pressure not letting up, barely getting by.........yeah, no too full on grating toomuch energy no way to escape the ...

Yeah mushrooms are pretty sweet if you have a chill environment to do them. Always had to watch out for mixing it though....where you land or take off to... Once slept in a huge sewer pip on a construction site (in a stack) head just at the right angle....and tripping on the clear night sky... The t...

Thanks...really appreciate how you can get with this... Miss that shit to no end really.... Might be that energy also gets pent up somewhere if you cant freak the fuck out every once in a while....i mean spacing out and tripping balls is always an option...but..Need the release....thanks for being c...

And one last thing, you don't know me at all. How do you figure you can pull of a sweeping statement like that, "all the problems you have described are a problem of your own psychology." fucking genius, why didnt I ever think of that :lol: I've been to hell and back, multiple times. to have some s...

Alright, let's have some fun. Well, my idea of fun anyway, probably not universal at all xD Abstract rant warning, but if you can grasp it. all power to you and I hope you make it. Your methods formed your path, and vice versa (it's all connected, deep shit yo) and thats great if you life unfolds li...